I think I am probably a fan of Mitch Albom as I have read almost all of his books. My favorite is "The Five People You Meet in Heaven" which I've read in 2007 and deeply touched by it.
It's about the story of afterlife. In the author's fictional heaven, we will meet 5 people from our time on earth when we die. We might not even know them but they were all in our life for a reason, who help us understand the things we went through.
When I learned that there is sequel to this book, namely "The Next Person You Meet in Heaven" I quickly grab one without hesitation, and finished reading it in three days.
Sometimes we would think how unimportant and insignificant we are. But the actual fact is somethings we did (maybe unintentionally) may have changed others' life forever, in good or bad ways.
If I would meet five people in heaven when I die, I hope those are the people I've a positive impact to their life.
I would recommend these two books.
Monday, 10 December 2018
Saturday, 8 December 2018
王維鳥鳴澗的閒靜
人閒桂花落,夜靜春山空;
月出驚山鳥,時鳴春澗中。
月出驚山鳥,時鳴春澗中。
王維這首五絕,短短二十個字,卻有無限的想像空間。
不僅詩中有畫,還有動感與音效,讓人玩味再三。
不僅詩中有畫,還有動感與音效,讓人玩味再三。
這首詩給我的感覺是“閒”和“靜”。
因為閒,方能聽到花落。
因為靜,方能感到山空。
因為閒,方能聽到花落。
因為靜,方能感到山空。
而第三句的“驚”字則是神來之筆。
夜太靜,所以乍現的月光也能把山鳥驚飛,只留下鳥鳴啁啾,迴盪在空寂的山澗中。
夜太靜,所以乍現的月光也能把山鳥驚飛,只留下鳥鳴啁啾,迴盪在空寂的山澗中。
我尤愛唐詩用字的簡煉,短短幾句卻是意境深邃。
許多人寫文章囉嗦冗贅,想是古詩詞尚未讀通之故吧?
許多人寫文章囉嗦冗贅,想是古詩詞尚未讀通之故吧?
Friday, 7 December 2018
Ayutthaya Marathon 2018
賽會:Ayutthaya Marathon
地点:Historical Park of Ayutthaya, Thailand
日期:2/12/2018
时间:4.00am
距离:42.195km
成绩:4:55:14
战鞋:Nike Lunarglide
"Same same but different."
I learned this phrase in Thailand, which means "similar but with significant differences".
For me, each and every marathon is "same same but different" too. Same distance, but different experience, different joys and agonies.
Ayutthaya is the ancient city located about 90km north of Bangkok. It's also easily accessible by train from Don Mueng Airport. Upon arriving at the airport, we just walked through a pedestrian to Don Mueng Railway Station, which is just outside the airport. It's a very small station the passengers have to cross the railway tracks to the opposite side of the platform.
The fare is unbelievably cheap with only 20 Bath for 3rd class cabin. There is no aircond in the 3rd class cabins, and no designated seat as well. Any well since there were not many passengers, we had no difficulty getting our seats. It's my first train ride in Thailand, and a great experience for me.The opened windows, ceiling fans, huge luggage stacking on the overhead rack and even the smell bring back the nostalgic memories of riding KTM train some 40 years ago.
The journey took about 45 minutes to reach Ayutthaya. There are motorbike-renting shops outside the railway station. We rented a cute pink motorbike for 250 Bath for a day, which had to be returned by 7pm.
The main attractions of Ayutthaya are mainly located at the historical part, so as the starting venue of the marathon.
The experience of a marathon starts with its bib collection. Even though the number of runners are small, they still using the electronic devices to scan the QR code on our registration slip. Then we had to present the print out which stated our bib number to another counter to collect our bib. In my opinion it's unnecessary process and it really caused the queue longer.
The start venue is in front of tourism centre of Ayutthaya. There are not many hotels in the historical area of Ayutthaya, hence we settled at a budget hotel called The Avail which is located 2km away. Since I had returned the rented pink motorbike, so on Sunday morning I had to walk alone to the starting venue. I hoped to grab a motorbike but no luck, as there's the streets were so quiet at that hour.
The marathon was flagged off at 4am sharp. Along the route we ran through the ruins of ancient temples and palace, local Muslim neighborhood, rivers, lake, parks and padi fields. Some stretch of the roads are very dark, hence a headlamp is advisable. The route is generally flat, except we have to conquer 6 bridges in total.
At around 6.30am I reached around km-24 where there padi fields on our right. I was so fortunate to witness the huge red-orange sun climbing up slowly from the horizon. It shone on the mist above the padi fields and turned it to gold, as if covered by a layer of fluffy golden blanket. The sunrise was so beautiful I almost in tear watching this amazing beauty of nature.
However, the warm sunrise turned into scorching hot sun after 7.30am. The heat and humidity made the running became very challenging, and I found that my energy draining away from my body together with my sweat.
Anyway I still continued to run as enthusiastically as I could, or at least pretended so as there're many photographers at the final miles.
I'm not a fast runner but I'm always a happy and grateful runner. And here I am, finishing my 31th marathon with a big smile in The Land of Thousand Smiles.
地点:Historical Park of Ayutthaya, Thailand
日期:2/12/2018
时间:4.00am
距离:42.195km
成绩:4:55:14
战鞋:Nike Lunarglide
"Same same but different."
I learned this phrase in Thailand, which means "similar but with significant differences".
For me, each and every marathon is "same same but different" too. Same distance, but different experience, different joys and agonies.
Ayutthaya is the ancient city located about 90km north of Bangkok. It's also easily accessible by train from Don Mueng Airport. Upon arriving at the airport, we just walked through a pedestrian to Don Mueng Railway Station, which is just outside the airport. It's a very small station the passengers have to cross the railway tracks to the opposite side of the platform.
The fare is unbelievably cheap with only 20 Bath for 3rd class cabin. There is no aircond in the 3rd class cabins, and no designated seat as well. Any well since there were not many passengers, we had no difficulty getting our seats. It's my first train ride in Thailand, and a great experience for me.The opened windows, ceiling fans, huge luggage stacking on the overhead rack and even the smell bring back the nostalgic memories of riding KTM train some 40 years ago.
The journey took about 45 minutes to reach Ayutthaya. There are motorbike-renting shops outside the railway station. We rented a cute pink motorbike for 250 Bath for a day, which had to be returned by 7pm.
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| Passengers crossing the railway track to the opposite site of platform. |
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| 3rd class cabin. |
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| My "Little Pinky" |
The main attractions of Ayutthaya are mainly located at the historical part, so as the starting venue of the marathon.
The experience of a marathon starts with its bib collection. Even though the number of runners are small, they still using the electronic devices to scan the QR code on our registration slip. Then we had to present the print out which stated our bib number to another counter to collect our bib. In my opinion it's unnecessary process and it really caused the queue longer.
The start venue is in front of tourism centre of Ayutthaya. There are not many hotels in the historical area of Ayutthaya, hence we settled at a budget hotel called The Avail which is located 2km away. Since I had returned the rented pink motorbike, so on Sunday morning I had to walk alone to the starting venue. I hoped to grab a motorbike but no luck, as there's the streets were so quiet at that hour.
The marathon was flagged off at 4am sharp. Along the route we ran through the ruins of ancient temples and palace, local Muslim neighborhood, rivers, lake, parks and padi fields. Some stretch of the roads are very dark, hence a headlamp is advisable. The route is generally flat, except we have to conquer 6 bridges in total.
At around 6.30am I reached around km-24 where there padi fields on our right. I was so fortunate to witness the huge red-orange sun climbing up slowly from the horizon. It shone on the mist above the padi fields and turned it to gold, as if covered by a layer of fluffy golden blanket. The sunrise was so beautiful I almost in tear watching this amazing beauty of nature.
However, the warm sunrise turned into scorching hot sun after 7.30am. The heat and humidity made the running became very challenging, and I found that my energy draining away from my body together with my sweat.
Anyway I still continued to run as enthusiastically as I could, or at least pretended so as there're many photographers at the final miles.
I'm not a fast runner but I'm always a happy and grateful runner. And here I am, finishing my 31th marathon with a big smile in The Land of Thousand Smiles.
Thursday, 29 March 2018
人生第一場百里超馬
賽會:Titi Ultra Marathon
地点:Hulu Langgat, Selangor
日期:17-18/3/2018
时间:4.00pm
距离:100.3km
成绩:16时00分07秒
战鞋:Brooks GTS16
我從2008年開始跑步,至今剛好十年。為了紀念跑步十週年,我毅然報名了這場100公里超馬賽,挑戰自己的極限。
近幾年超馬熱潮迅速蔓延,很多跑友都紛紛搭上這超馬列車。之前我也曾考慮報名2017年度的超馬賽,但幾經考慮後,覺得尚未準備好這項艱鉅的任務。但再經過一年來檢測自己的體能之進展,同時獲得老婆大人的同意之下,我終於在半年前毅然報名。
旅途的經歷遠比目的地更有意義,而每一段旅途都是從刻苦的訓練開始的。報名後,我便開始備戰這場超馬賽了。這次幸得有我多年的跑步好友Lee Lee、NK、輝哥、富哥等等也同時報名,於是我們便幾乎每個星期天早上都聚在一起訓練。我是超馬初哥,一開始不知道該如何做。但多次上網找資訊和請教有超馬經驗的跑友後,基本有了些基本概念和擬定了訓練計劃。
地点:Hulu Langgat, Selangor
日期:17-18/3/2018
时间:4.00pm
距离:100.3km
成绩:16时00分07秒
战鞋:Brooks GTS16
我從2008年開始跑步,至今剛好十年。為了紀念跑步十週年,我毅然報名了這場100公里超馬賽,挑戰自己的極限。
近幾年超馬熱潮迅速蔓延,很多跑友都紛紛搭上這超馬列車。之前我也曾考慮報名2017年度的超馬賽,但幾經考慮後,覺得尚未準備好這項艱鉅的任務。但再經過一年來檢測自己的體能之進展,同時獲得老婆大人的同意之下,我終於在半年前毅然報名。
旅途的經歷遠比目的地更有意義,而每一段旅途都是從刻苦的訓練開始的。報名後,我便開始備戰這場超馬賽了。這次幸得有我多年的跑步好友Lee Lee、NK、輝哥、富哥等等也同時報名,於是我們便幾乎每個星期天早上都聚在一起訓練。我是超馬初哥,一開始不知道該如何做。但多次上網找資訊和請教有超馬經驗的跑友後,基本有了些基本概念和擬定了訓練計劃。
我們的訓練計劃很簡單,那就是在日常跑量基礎之上再加大約三分之一的訓練量。多年來我平均每週共跑大約40公里,這次則增加到60公里左右,最高則達到85公里的週跑量。同時為了應付這場超馬,我也積極參加各項全馬賽事,以賽代練。從十月至賽前兩星期,我共跑了六場全馬(其中兩場是和隊友們的長跑訓練)和一場30公里的比賽。而星期天的訓練也常常跑個30公里。
我並沒有到健身房和泳池操練,也沒有做上斜坡的訓練。賽後檢討,覺得自己在這方面做得不足,否則完賽成績應該可以縮短半小時。
飲食方面一如既往,並沒有特別改變。當然我平時飲食也算自律,所以也無需特意調整。
訓練期間最大的挑戰是我的生活實在太忙碌。家庭、工作佔據我大部分的時間;此外還有教孩子功課、閱讀、書法、主辦路跑賽、旅遊等等。所以我都把零零碎碎的時間一點一滴的拼湊起來,有時間就多跑幾公里,沒時間就跑少一些。
如此努力的訓練的近六個月,期待已久的Titi 100超馬賽終於到來了。比賽是在星期六下午四點開跑,而我也和Lee Lee 約好了一起去。因為擔心賽後太累沒辦法開車,所以由她載我。當天早上太太煮了飯菜,我吃了兩大碗飯當早餐。她由準備了三人份午餐(白飯、煎三文魚和雞蛋),讓我帶到帶去和隊友們分享。
我們在早上十點半從馬六甲出發,兩個小時後到達賽場。領了號碼布,讓工作人員檢查過背包,以及寄放了準備放在50公里補給站的包包後,我們開始吃帶來的午餐。我的另兩位戰友NK和Felix也和我們一起吃飯。飯後還有一個多小時的時間,我看到許多跑友忙忙碌碌的準備著,而我卻出奇的平靜。我坐在較涼爽的地方閉目養神,想要捉緊時間休息,因為待會我得一直跑到第二天的早上。
開跑時間越來越近,我把用了一年多,已經熟悉我的汗的“奧尼捷”背包背上。我的背包裡裝了一些巧克力棒、蜜棗、葡萄乾、陳皮、ORS生理鹽、約1000cc加了生理鹽水的水袋、還有一瓶350cc的蜜糖水。另外還有一雙襪子、兩個頭燈、一件雨衣和賽會規定要帶的哨子、Emergency blanket和手機。在家時秤過了,大約3公斤重。
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| 賽前和馬六甲的跑友們合照。 |
這場超馬的關門時間是18個小時,但是我自己的目標是在16個小時完賽。為了能實現目標,我賽前自制了一張表,寫下每一個補給站CP的預計時間。我也把打印出來帶在身上,以備比賽時隨時參考。
四點正,比賽開始了。艷陽高照、天氣炎熱。我和幾位馬六甲的朋友以緩慢的步伐跑著。Titi超馬號稱全馬來西亞最艱難的超馬賽,因為跑友們必須跑越兩座山,路程很陡。我雖然已做好了心裡準備,但想不到它在第5公里處就狠狠的給了我一個下馬威。
5公里開始便是一個又陡又長的大上坡路。天氣又非常炎熱,簡直沒辦法跑。於是只好艱辛的走路上坡,並不斷被其他人超越。看著時間飛快的流逝,心想不懂能在自己預定的時間到達11公里處的CP1嗎?才開始我的初超馬就遇到大危機了,打擊不小啊!
比預計時間慢了幾分鐘到CP1補給站,吃了點東西、在水瓶裝滿水之後就繼續跑了,逗留的時間應該不超過兩分鐘。
這時候我才開始領悟到原來應付超馬和全馬的方式是不同的,尤其是跑這一場斜度極大、不斷上下坡的Titi100。首先我必須意識到,我的體力不太可能一口氣不停的跑完100公里。第二是這樣的上坡路根本就不適合跑,即使只是全馬或更短的距離,一般的跑者也很難應付這樣的連綿不絕的上坡路。明乎此,我開始放緩腳步,以更大的耐心和它來個持久戰。每當上坡時,我便快走以保留力氣,等到稍微平坦或下坡時就跑。
一般上我們只有在撞牆或精疲力盡時才無奈的被迫走路,但這次卻不一樣。我在走上坡路時,不是沒體力了,而是“蓄勁待發”,只要路稍平坦了就跑。這樣走一段跑一段的方式我覺得對我來說是正確的做法,因為我一直到終點都基本上達到我預計的時間。同時狀況也出乎意料的好,完全沒有抽筋、腳趾脫皮或瘀青的問題;甚至在最後幾公里還可以全力衝刺。
幸好傍晚五點多雲層密布,天氣轉涼了,我繼續努力的一站站的跑下去。在每一個補給站都短暫停留,隨便吃點東西和補充水分,同時給自己的小瓶子灌滿水。為了預防抽筋,我特別注意鹽分的攝取。每一個站我都用一包生理鹽ORS沖水喝。而補給站也提供食鹽,我會拿一片橙沾一大把的食鹽直接吃。我只用這簡單又便宜的方法補充鹽分,並沒有特別購買專為長跑選手在比賽時用的口服膠囊生理鹽(Saltstick)。
比預計時間慢了幾分鐘到CP1補給站,吃了點東西、在水瓶裝滿水之後就繼續跑了,逗留的時間應該不超過兩分鐘。
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| 和我的老戰友NK及Felix; 我們多年來一起訓練、一起辦天鷹半馬賽,如今也也一起挑戰超馬。 |
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| 很多很多的上坡路。 |
這時候我才開始領悟到原來應付超馬和全馬的方式是不同的,尤其是跑這一場斜度極大、不斷上下坡的Titi100。首先我必須意識到,我的體力不太可能一口氣不停的跑完100公里。第二是這樣的上坡路根本就不適合跑,即使只是全馬或更短的距離,一般的跑者也很難應付這樣的連綿不絕的上坡路。明乎此,我開始放緩腳步,以更大的耐心和它來個持久戰。每當上坡時,我便快走以保留力氣,等到稍微平坦或下坡時就跑。
一般上我們只有在撞牆或精疲力盡時才無奈的被迫走路,但這次卻不一樣。我在走上坡路時,不是沒體力了,而是“蓄勁待發”,只要路稍平坦了就跑。這樣走一段跑一段的方式我覺得對我來說是正確的做法,因為我一直到終點都基本上達到我預計的時間。同時狀況也出乎意料的好,完全沒有抽筋、腳趾脫皮或瘀青的問題;甚至在最後幾公里還可以全力衝刺。
幸好傍晚五點多雲層密布,天氣轉涼了,我繼續努力的一站站的跑下去。在每一個補給站都短暫停留,隨便吃點東西和補充水分,同時給自己的小瓶子灌滿水。為了預防抽筋,我特別注意鹽分的攝取。每一個站我都用一包生理鹽ORS沖水喝。而補給站也提供食鹽,我會拿一片橙沾一大把的食鹽直接吃。我只用這簡單又便宜的方法補充鹽分,並沒有特別購買專為長跑選手在比賽時用的口服膠囊生理鹽(Saltstick)。
就這樣一個站又一個站的拿下來,不知不覺就到了最大的補給站:50公里處的CP5,時間是10.50pm,比我的目標早了10分鐘。老實說,當我抵達CP5時,我已經有十足的信心能夠完賽了。我在這裡吃了半碗粥、喝了一杯美祿、洗了一把臉、上了次廁所、換了一雙襪子、補充我的水袋和乾糧、換了頭燈、塞了一罐肌肉消炎噴劑、再打了個電話給老婆。這一切足足花了半個小時。而除了換襪子之外,我完全沒有坐下來過。
我不曾跑超過43公里的距離,所以50公里後的路程可說是對我全然陌生的旅程,一個人在黑暗中往未知的前路探索。我不斷提醒自己要時刻保留體力,要有耐心的一步步向前邁進。超馬如人生,必須時刻保持體力、耐心和意志力。以其在乎一城一池之得失,不如放眼持久抗戰以贏得最終的勝利。
CP5之後不久就是很長很陡的上坡路,一路蜿蜒的上山至少15公里,真是極度消耗體力和意志力的一段路啊!黑暗中以看不見周圍環境,但見路燈依著山壁蜿蜒而上。在霧氣漸濃的山間,遠處的路燈竟在比大樹還高的地方忽明忽滅,可想而知這一段路是何等的陡峭。
我在凌晨兩點到達65公里的CP7補給站,我勉強吞了一片麵包喝了一杯咖啡就繼續上路了。這時候遇到馬六甲跑友自設的補給站,問我要不要吃杯麵?我搖搖頭,覺得肚子脹脹的,什麼也不想吃。
CP7之後仍然是一段走不完的上坡路,當時的我又遇到了另一個更大的挑戰:瞌睡蟲來襲也!當時的我已經連續奮戰了近12個小時,體力消耗得差不多,實在抵擋不住疲倦和睡意。有好幾次甚至很想倒在路邊的草地上睡個覺,但知道一旦坐下或躺下休息就再也不想繼續跑了,只好苦苦忍耐,同時加快前進的腳步以驅趕瞌睡蟲。有時眼皮實在太重,甚至閉著眼睛搖搖晃晃的向前走。
幸好不久後遇到了我的老戰友NK和Carrie,感謝他們陪我一段路,大家談談跑跑又走走,總算是把睡意驅散了。這時候我從50公里後便隨身帶著的肌肉消炎噴劑終於得以派上用場了。很多跑友都肌肉酸痛而向我要求,我也樂得讓大家噴個夠。
大約6.55am終於到了最後一個補給站:93公里處的CP10,距離終點只剩下7公里了。我從背包裡掏出手機發了個短訊給老婆,然後就開始這最後的一段路線。雖然只剩幾公里,但這一段路一點也不容易,仍然是連綿不斷的極陡峭的上坡路。
好不容易才爬完坡來到97公里,終於盼到最後三公里的下坡路了。我開始飛快的跑,尤其是看到終點線附近的清真寺的圓頂時,更是興奮得全力衝刺。踏上終點線的那一瞬間,我真的是百感交集、興奮莫名。經過了半年的苦練,和16個小時的奮戰,我終於完成了這項艱鉅的挑戰。這是我一個新的里程碑,也讓我更堅信努力是成功的基石。雖然算不上是什麼了不起的成就,但是這一場經歷卻大大的增加我對自己的信心,也讓我更勇敢的面對人生的各種挑戰。
以16小時07秒成功完賽,相當精準的完成自己設下的目標。也許是做了不少的訓練和充分的心理準備,這場初超馬並沒有我想像中的困難。除了大腿肌肉酸痛外,全程都沒有抽筋。雖然沒有特別防護,但腳趾並沒有磨損脫皮,腳指甲也沒有瘀青。賽後幾天上下樓梯和穿褲子時雙腿酸痛無力,但很快就恢復正常了。四天後慢跑了6公里,七天後則順利跑完一個21公里的練習。也幾乎沒有任何不適和受傷。
很多人問我還要再挑戰100公里甚至是更遠的距離的超馬賽嗎?雖然未來的事誰也說不准,但我相信除非有特別的原因,否則我應該不會再跑這麼長的超馬了。也許大家會認為我應該是跑得太折磨才會這樣說,幾天後就會改變主意了。
其實,我在比賽前就已經做了“只參加一次”的決定了。這場超馬賽我並不覺得太折磨,相反的,我是在相對從容的情況下順利完成。之所以不想再參加超馬,主要考慮到這樣的比賽畢竟太耗損身體,可能對健康不好,且家人也會很為我擔心。當然這是我個人對自身狀況的評估後的看法,並不代表其他人也和我一樣。其他跑友如果認為超馬不會對他們的身體過度負荷,那當然常常參加也沒問題。
比起超馬,我還是比較享受全馬拉松,也能跑得比較優雅。況且,除了跑步之外,人生還有許許多多有趣的事等著我們去做。
我很慶幸參加了這場100公里超馬賽。幾個月的訓練過程和16小時的奮戰讓我獲益良多,也從中得到了無限啟發和美好回憶。但對我來說,這種一般腦袋正常的人都不會幹的變態事,做過一次並證明自己能夠完成就已足夠了。
Wednesday, 8 November 2017
簡單的幸福
2003年,我回到馬六甲中央醫院服務,每週總有兩三天下班後得留守醫院值班待命。
每當晚飯時間,妻都牽著三歲的女兒來給我送飯。我們在外診樓旁庭院無人角落的花樹下,找一張長椅坐下吃飯。夕陽已西下,外診樓已關門,白天的酷熱和喧囂忙亂都隨著暮光逐漸消散。我吃著從家裡帶來的飯,一邊和正懷孕的妻閒聊,一邊看著淳兒蹦跳玩樂於石板和花樹間。縱然世間紛擾,我慶幸尚有個小小角落讓我們享有片刻平凡的幸福。飯罷,我蹲下來抱抱女兒,她甜甜的在我臉頰親一下,再揮著小手跟我說爸爸掰掰。我送了她們母女倆上車,心情舒暢的回去病房繼續奮鬥。
每當晚飯時間,妻都牽著三歲的女兒來給我送飯。我們在外診樓旁庭院無人角落的花樹下,找一張長椅坐下吃飯。夕陽已西下,外診樓已關門,白天的酷熱和喧囂忙亂都隨著暮光逐漸消散。我吃著從家裡帶來的飯,一邊和正懷孕的妻閒聊,一邊看著淳兒蹦跳玩樂於石板和花樹間。縱然世間紛擾,我慶幸尚有個小小角落讓我們享有片刻平凡的幸福。飯罷,我蹲下來抱抱女兒,她甜甜的在我臉頰親一下,再揮著小手跟我說爸爸掰掰。我送了她們母女倆上車,心情舒暢的回去病房繼續奮鬥。
當生活的步伐越快,當追求的東西越多,當物質的擁有越豐,我們常在不經意間便麻木了自己。或許是時候沉澱心情,好好回想那最初的感動和曾有過的簡單幸福。
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| 華盛頓的秋色(2015) |
Wednesday, 1 November 2017
整個秋天的等待
妳走的時候
累累的木棉果正輕輕裂開
枝椏間霎時掛滿白皚皚的
雪花,而天空
卻湛藍得令人想裁下一小片
來為妳縫一襲藍裙子
想妳穿那襲藍裙子
向草原那端慢慢走去
想那秋風拍打著長草翻轉成一波波綠浪
綠浪中一抹飄逸的藍漸漸遠去
妳微濕的髮是首唯美的詩
詩中只寫了一個親暱的名字
蝴蝶已死
仍在風中飄成一朵凋零的黃花
累累的木棉果正輕輕裂開
枝椏間霎時掛滿白皚皚的
雪花,而天空
卻湛藍得令人想裁下一小片
來為妳縫一襲藍裙子
想妳穿那襲藍裙子
向草原那端慢慢走去
想那秋風拍打著長草翻轉成一波波綠浪
綠浪中一抹飄逸的藍漸漸遠去
妳微濕的髮是首唯美的詩
詩中只寫了一個親暱的名字
蝴蝶已死
仍在風中飄成一朵凋零的黃花
而一揮手妳遂揮成整個秋天的等待
草原上,只留下一株
被陽光壓得好垂
好垂的樹
草原上,只留下一株
被陽光壓得好垂
好垂的樹
1995年,我的女友(即後來的老婆)畢業回鄉,而我們醫學院的學生卻得比其他科系學生多讀一年才能畢業。我每天走著同一條路上課下課,路兩旁幾棵高大的黃花樹謝了又開。輕風過處,花瓣如雨。黃花鋪滿地,平添幾許秋涼。
某天行經馬大湖畔,天空湛藍,風拂楊柳。遠處的木棉樹累累果實已裂開,白色的棉絮掛滿枝椏,猶如皚皚白雪。思念起遠方的她,一時思緒翻滾。馬上跑回宿舍,坐在窗前一口氣寫下這首詩。
這首詩後來發表於馬大文集(九)“路疊路”(1995年出版)。
照片:攝於吳哥窟(2008)
某天行經馬大湖畔,天空湛藍,風拂楊柳。遠處的木棉樹累累果實已裂開,白色的棉絮掛滿枝椏,猶如皚皚白雪。思念起遠方的她,一時思緒翻滾。馬上跑回宿舍,坐在窗前一口氣寫下這首詩。
這首詩後來發表於馬大文集(九)“路疊路”(1995年出版)。
照片:攝於吳哥窟(2008)
Thursday, 26 October 2017
解憂雜貨店
人生不可能永遠順遂,每個人在某個階段難免遭遇挫折和失落,進而動搖了自己的信念。如果在我們無助和信心動搖時,能有個人適時給予建議和鼓勵,那將是何其慰藉人心的事。
自從多年前讀了東野圭吾的“嫌犯X的獻身”後,我已成了“東粉”。我看過了他的近二十部的翻譯小說,全是犯罪推理小說,除了這本“解憂雜貨店“之外。
~靜僻的街道旁,佇立著一家「解憂雜貨店」。只要在晚上把寫了煩惱的信丟進鐵捲門上的投遞口,隔天就可以在店後面的牛奶箱裡拿到回信解答。~
看似平凡的情節,發生在每個投信者身上的故事,卻能牽扯出許多讓人掩卷沉思的事。
我欲改動幾句書中的句子來給自己(和為一個信念努力中的你)鼓勵:
~有人會因為你的信念得到救贖,你的努力一定不會白費,總之千萬不要懷疑這件事,請你務必相信這件事到最後,直到最後的最後,都要相信這件事。~
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